Running

Floating
Like a cloud
Floating like a cloud into the sun
Breaking apart
Coming together when the moon shines upon me
Twinkle in the sky
Shooting star
Dancing in the night
I hear a song of you
Almost like a whisper
It draws me in
Like the tide on the shore
Ocean waters gleaming in the light
Reflecting the twinkles from up above
This is you my love
My love
Your love
Our love

These are the feelings that have come to my attention.
I have had so many things happen during the day. But at the end my life comes together. My run of luck has gone up and down around in a circle making flips through the trees. I always feel like my life was heading no where and then BOOM. My heart fluttered and spoke. I found the one that made me come down to earth. Hes name is Roy. For the first time in my life I felt happy. I was myself. I didn't pretend to be anyone else. I wasn't altering my personality to make someone else happy. For the first time I didn't have to pretend.

I know I haven't known him for very long. But I knew right away he was the one. So many people have come and gone into my life. Like a wind. Some were a storm blowing and breaking branches all over. I find it calming now, my life. No longer fearing when the next storm will brew.

Just to get an idea on how my life use to be like I came across a little piece of writing I had done almost a year ago. It was very depressing.

It has been a long journey to the outer shells of life. No one knew what to
expect, what the outcome would be. I can say this though; I am a blissful being
in this life and will be in the next. It may be hard for the ones that are still
hanging on to a thread of the past. For me it is the future that I have come to
endure. I will embrace the life of that which is ahead of me. I know now that I
am a strong person. It doesn't take much to make me happy. Even though I know
sometimes a little happiness goes a long way. It just isn't enough. I can’t stop
shaking the fact that I don’t deserve any sort of happiness. I don’t understand
why, I guess good things never happen for me.

Funny isn't it how one feels like giving up hope. For me I will never forget the feelings I once had. The darkness the invaded me like the plague. But I am cured. I have survived the dark caves of sorrow and have a light. That light will remain with me till the end of time.